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it might be the only way i can show you how it feels to be inside you [25 May 2006|11:42pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | incubus - stellar ]

look at this
my old journal
things have been stupid since the last time i updated
ive done some pretty stupid things
but this weekend will make up for all of it


maybe you wanna look at my journal that i actually use
[info]faggotass____

1 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[08 Jan 2006|05:34pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | factory 81 - rotten strawberries ]

i hung out with justin on friday
we went to a party
i had an AMAZING time
eastpoint parties are so much better then sterling heights
i ended up getting grounded forever
i miss my juddy♥
that kid is so beyond amazing

2 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[04 Jan 2006|04:07pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | the number twelve looks like you - the devils dick disaster ]

so i read all my old journal entries
i used to be so different
i was actually fun
what the fuck happened?
i miss me back then
kim eats my crust
i decided to write in this again
not only cuz im bored
but....
yeah just because im bored

2 souls examined*place yourself on the table

if only tonight we could sleep in a bed made of flowers [18 Dec 2005|05:30pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | the last broadcast - monarchs ]

im comming back to say this and this only )

2 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[01 Nov 2005|04:30pm]
im done with livejournal

no one comments anymore
5 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[24 Oct 2005|04:28pm]
i got my internet back today
place yourself on the table

[22 Oct 2005|07:49am]
[ mood | thirsty ]
[ music | lorene drive - lip service ]

ive recently realized that im no longer wanted where im at right now, im dealt with>>>this has been making me ultra pissed off lately>>>i have better things to do with my time then make everyone happy>>>so i came up north to get away from it all

ive been listening to lorene drive alot lately>>>they make me happy

i think it would be pretty sweet to live up here>>>except for the whole being in the middle of nowhere thing>>>that would bug me

i really wish things were back to the way the used to be>>>but dont we all say that

place yourself on the table

[11 Oct 2005|12:17am]
[ mood | distressed ]
[ music | waking ashland - i am for you ]

i got a halloween costume today>>>alice in wonderland>>>its pretty whorexcore

i wish kim wasnt being gay about OUR party>>>shes making me not want to go to it

i wish shows were like they used to be>>>you went to be with the people there cuz you knew everyone that went and they were all pretty great people>>>now if you decide to end up going its to just see the band because all the people there are faggots(no offense)>>>shows used to be life>>>those days are gone :/

i still really wanna go to the fordire/just ask/between the buried and me show but i doubt anyone would go with me

im getting my computer back up this week>>>sooooo excited

the next week or so will decide the fate of my life

why does everyone go to bed at like 10>>>yeah i understand the whole school the next day thing but kmon, suck it up kids

3 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[08 Oct 2005|02:01pm]
[ mood | scared ]
[ music | horrorpops - miss take ]

i got mono>>>it sucks>>>im tired

i got really depressed the last week>>>now im scared shitless and i dont know how to handle it

bonfire at erins last nite>>>it was fabulous>>>my sweater smells like poo now

its nice to talk to you again

6 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[03 Oct 2005|05:11pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | spill canvas - self conclusion ]

friday: went to the game with kim>>>went to coney with heather, kim, brit, jason, stephanie, and erin>>>heather, kim, brit, and i sat in the coney parking lot for a half hour ttrying to figure out what to do>>>we went to mcdonalds to see if tyler waas working>>>he wasnt>>>went to tim hortons to try to understand the big group of people that were out front>>>we ended up stalking them to big boys>>>we called tyler and he ended up hanging out with us

saturday: heather picked me up>>>we went to buddys>>>we danced like mad crazy>>>we went to erins>>>my crotch got toasty>>>we went to julies>>>had the most amazingly fabulous time

sunday: woke up very confused by how my shirt was>>>looked like someone kicked me in the neck, and the collar bone, and the boob>>>went home and slept the whole day

today: sucked

16 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[26 Sep 2005|04:07pm]
i cant believe your doing this to me again


thats ok...your penis was small anyways
12 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[20 Sep 2005|04:08pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | forever ending - reality of friction ]

Kim is a dork >>> but I love her anyways

 

I dont get my audition cd until tomorrow >>> p.s this makes me sad inside

 

There might be something bad happening to me >>> it scares the shit out of me

2 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[14 Sep 2005|05:38pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]
[ music | forever my fight - farewell to those ]

lets just say this is a really fucking shitty day

im beyond pissed right now

if by tonite things dont get better i might end up doing something stupid

[12 Sep 2005|01:01am]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | chiodos bros. - hathaway lane ]

im in love with a boy who doesnt love me back>>>it hit me real hard today

5 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[06 Sep 2005|06:06am]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | the bled - daylight bombings ]

i went to south carolina over labor day>>>it was good for the most part>>>got to go see alot of scenery>>>got to go paintballing>>>i learned hicks are very sheltered people>>>the south makes me laugh>>>the whole time i was down there, there was only one thing i could think about

i got new chapstick>>>burts bee's>>>like beck says 'hell yes!'

school>>>ugh>>>still better than being around my mom>>>hell being in an effin mental institution is better than being with her>>>though very similar, the two>>>thirteen hours in a car with her can only make you want to blow a hole through your head

things always seem to be so complicated>>>i dunno whether things are in my favor or not>>>maybe someone should fill me in

4 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[29 Aug 2005|12:38pm]
[ mood | ecstatic/depressed ]
[ music | daphne loves derby - birthday memories ]

i had the most amazing day today until i satrted thinking about the future and how things are probably going to turn out>>>ruins everything

school tomarrow>>>forgot my locker com>>>dont know where any of my classes are>>>fuck

new bled cd = amazing

new DLD cd = amazing

if only life could stay this way

1 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[26 Aug 2005|03:49pm]

yeah shut up...

 

2 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[25 Aug 2005|11:19pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | chiodos - the words 'best friend' become redefined ]

so i definately had an amazing time yesterday>>>im in a great mood

im so sorry steph!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna go to the show tomarrow>>>havent been to a show in a while>>>need to go to one>>>having withdrawls>>>anyone wanna go with me?

got my schedule>>>everyone seems to have the same teachers as me but different hours :(

1> Fit/Aerobics - Grendon
2> Trig - Wood / Michelle
3> Bio 2 - MR BUNGY!!
4> US Gov - Chase
5> English 11 - Mcvay
6> Lunch
7> Espanol dos - Bracx(sp?)(easiest teacher ever)
8> Auto 1 - King (im prepared to be the only girl in my class)

8 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[14 Aug 2005|01:02pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | green day being gay ]

getting ready to go to cheeseburger in caseville>>>tons of fun>>>stacy and jess are shaving their legs>>>jess likes to sing while shaving>>>stacy's boobs and butt got a little bigger>>>im proud

went shopping with nick yesterday>>>i felt bad for him>>>my mom likes to be gay around my friends

its definately hot in here

if anyone wants to go to cheeseburger with me next weekend they should tell me :)

myspace = incredibly stupid

(watch in a week ill end up making one)

9 souls examined*place yourself on the table

[06 Aug 2005|02:40pm]
[ mood | pensive ]
[ music | nick sighing ]

went to sterlingfest the day before yesterday with joe and yesterday with samantha raad>>>good times i guess>>>i love to scream in a manly voice>>>kinda hot>>>kinda boring>>>kinda fun>>>ya know

hanging out with bob, nick, justin, and i dunno who else>>>nick better cheer up or ill have to skin him>>>i hope its good times

i got an interview for aco hardware by my house>>>im excited to finally get a job

i love nicks family>>>maybe theyll adopt me :)

2 souls examined*place yourself on the table

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